eyes wide open
but I can barely see
stumble to the door
just to fall in the bed
I don't know what it is to live
but they say Im a survivor
another day breaks
I know I will wake up
when the drugs get too heavy
it starts to get harder
standing starts to mean falling
and even stumbling turns into crawling
Im barely alive
but I'll make it through
I've got plans to clean up
but no time to start them
and when I walked in the door
everyone stopped talking
I tried to explain
but no one was listening
the drugs keep me sober
the pain makes me happy
daylight means failure
and nightime's a new opportunity
call me a whore
but I wont even hear you
my life is a puzzle
but you broke all the pieces